I use Facebook as a way to stay connected with people that I don’t encounter each and everyday. It’s a way for me to communicate with donors and potential donors to our project here in Kenya. However, I am convinced that God does not want us (Kate and I) to focus on fundraising. It is more important for us to just develop relationships, where money is not the agenda.
Sounds great right? If I am honest I will tell you that it is difficult to achieve such relationships when you exist off the generosity of others. I am always wondering; “Am I talking with this person just because they could benefit the project?” Tough at times, but I believe real relationships to be worth the effort.
Lonnie Hatfield, our “senior” team member says that I suck at fundraising. Which in the traditional sense certainly is true. I visited the U.S. last year on a fundraising trip, and never once asked for money. In fact a few times I revealed glimpses of myself that must have convinced many people that I was in no way a Godly man. (for example like right now I am listening to George Harrison's My Sweet Lord, and really enjoying it.)
Which brings me back to Facebook. There is this application that you can use to create a quiz about yourself. Then your Facebook friends do the quiz to see how well they know you. Well I created one, but mostly asked questions like; “What was I just looking at?” Impossible for anyone but me to know.
I have a hard time revealing who I truly am to people. Not that I am ashamed or even scared. I am proud of who God has made me to be, and I do not fear rejection. So what’s my problem?
Money. Apparently most people have a hard time supporting a missionary who is not a carbon copy of themselves or their particular brand of Christianity (i.e. a denomination or theology.)Teetotalers tend to send their money to dry missionaries. Evangelicals like ministers who actually work to convert the heathens. Wealthy donors like to see tangible results. The list goes on and on.
So I have hidden myself to appease the anxiety I feel about feeding my family and doing the work that God has asked me to do.
A few comments on my Facebook quiz about how it reveals nothing about me, caused me to start thinking. Seems they were right. I need to be more open and therefore risk offending you. Besides the more you get to know me the more you will realize that I will offend everyone at sometime. Even on purpose every now and then.
Now let me say upfront that I am not going to put every thought or belief I have here on this blog. Nope, if you want those send me an email or something. However I will be more revealing in the future.
Please keep looking at the “fruit” of what we are doing. Children loved and given a hope in the future, the hungry fed, the sick nursed, and the oppressed loved. I am very serious about my faith in Jesus and very serious about living that faith out.
Johnny Brooks, yes I am growing my hair out.