Dictionary.com defines " target=_blank>bipolar as: characterized by opposite extremes, as two conflicting political philosophies.
That describes my faith walk perfectly.
Sometimes I feel all giddy, like I’m walking in the clouds with Jesus. I have a sense He is involved in my daily life, and cares about what is going on with me. It’s like my faith is so big and trusting that anything is possible.
Then there are those times when I can’t even see the clouds. I can’t pick Jesus out of a line up. It feels as if he could care less about my life. Feels like there is no God, and no point in worrying about Him.
I’m currently in one of those down times.
I’m walking along the beach, looking back and seeing only one set of footprints, my own.
Not necessarily doubt, but more of a feeling of distance.
Looking forward to the upswing.